A prompt from Writers Write sparked this bit of flash memoir. (of course, it’s about a seed I didn’t plant, but still. The prompt prompted. At least it’s not a poem?
Title: Samara
WC: 500
Darlene and I peeled helicopters in the gangway between my house and the Hickeys’ two-flat. The brick was cool at our backs as the pile of tiny green seeds grew on the flagstone between us. We’d hidden cigarettes under it the summer before. Two, stolen from her mom’s pack and wrapped up in a sandwich bag from my lunch or hers. We never smoked them. Darlene forgot. I went back for them, terrified we’d somehow be caught. I’d torn them to pieces over a sewer grate and lived in fear for days afterward. Today, though, we were flicking feathery yellow tails, their heads split open, in the general direction of the cement beyond our bare feet.
I was methodical. Darlene was sloppy. The pale, rice paper skin on the seeds, I thought, would doom the whole operation from the start. I stripped it carefully away with the nonexistent edges of my chewed-down fingernails. Once in a while, it came away in a minute sheet, leaving me with a wriggling sense of satisfaction. Darlene refused any work beyond snapping the neck or sometimes squeezing the seed out between her fingers. She was growing bored.
“We should just plant them all,” she said.
She made a sudden move to scoop up our pile. I’d just coaxed the translucent sheet free of the seed in my hand. Her impatience stopped the wriggle dead in its tracks.
“We can’t. They need space and water,” I protested, “Their own water. We need to pick the best one.”
It’s what we had agreed. It’s what we had planned, but Darlene’s fist was closing around the pile. A few seeds squirted out between her white knuckles and bounced away. Those that didn’t were crushed under her bare foot as she quickly scuttled into a crouch.
She clawed at the flagstone with her free hand. Her longer nails caught at the thick plastic my dad had laid out underneath to keep the weeds from growing up between the flat, irregular rocks.
“This won’t tear anyway,” she snapped. She thrust her hand toward the house in a gesture of disgust. Her tight fist opened and the remaining seeds pattered like unexpected rain against the window of my sister’s basement bedroom. “This is dumb.”
“Dumb,” I echoed. I set the last of the seeds delicately on the window sill, trying and failing to keep the gesture casual.
“Let’s go do something,” she demanded as she shoved her feet into her thongs.
“Yeah. Okay.” I pushed myself up.
I searched blindly with one foot, then another as I hurried to find my own pair, even as I kept my eye on Darlene. She’d leave me behind if I wasn’t quick enough, if I let her out of my sight. I found the sandals, deep under the bush where she’d thrown them, laughing as she did. I moved to hurry after her, sparing barely a glance for the lone seed on the windowsill. The best one. The one I would not plant.